我不是一个恶心的老男人，她只是需要一个人和她谈话。
I\'m not a nauseous old man。 She just needs a person to talk to her。
我用光了所有表情，从人群中仓皇逃走。
I spent all my expression and fled from the crowd。
当你不再来看我时，我也就死了。
When you stop coming to see me， I die。
我们失败了。失败的意义就在于我们让所有人都感到失望，包括我们自己。
We failed。 The meaning of failure is that we disappoint everyone， including ourselves。
我从未如此深刻地感受到，与灵魂相距甚远，而我的存在却如此真实。
I have never felt so deeply that I am far apart from the soul， but my existence is so real。
幽默感是关键。我就没有那样的天赋，哈哈。我的意思是，我的幽默感里，还掺杂着某种悲剧感。
A sense of humor is the key。 I don\'t have that talent， ha ha。 I mean， I have a sense of tragedy in my sense of humor。
他怎么死的，没人知道没人关心。
How did he die? No one knows nobody cares。
不在乎太容易了，在乎才需要勇气。
It doesn\'t matter too much。 It takes courage to care。
不在乎谁都会，要有多大勇气才能学会在乎。
Do not care who will， how much courage can learn to care。
我年轻，又年老，连灵魂都无聊至极。
I am young and old， and my soul is boring。
你难道没有受够的时候，没有想过让某人滚蛋？
Don\'t you have enough time to think of letting someone go?
在试图成为父母之前，人们应该先确定自己到达标准。别在家里做实验。
Before attempting to become a parent， one should first determine that he has reached the standard。 Don\'t do experiments at home。
失败的意义是，让每个人都失望，包括自己。
The meaning of failure is to let everyone down， including himself。
穷尽一生，我们要学会的，不过是彼此拥抱。
All we have to do is to hug each other。
我们都有难题需要解决，这些难题，跟着我们晚上回家，跟着我们早上去上班，那种无助，那种感觉，像在大海上漂泊，没救生圈，没救生衣，而你还以为，你在给别人扔救生圈。
We all have problems to solve， problems to follow us home at night， to go to work in the morning， helplessness， feeling like wandering on the sea， without a life buoy， without a life jacket， and you thought you were throwing a life buoy at someone else。
急于融入人群，因此又一次变成了随波逐流的群居者。无论幸与不幸，你的挣扎，无人能见，无人能懂。
Eager to integrate into the crowd， it became a social herd again。 No matter how lucky or unhappy， your struggle can be seen without anyone。
我们失败，不断失败。失败的意义就是，让每个人都失望。包括我们自己。
We fail and fail。 The meaning of failure is to disappoint everyone。 Including ourselves。
我从未这般深切感觉到，我的灵魂与我之间的距离如此遥远，而我的存在却依赖于这个世界。
I have never felt so deeply that the distance between my soul and me is so far away， and my existence is dependent on this world。
我的灵魂与我之间的距离如此遥远，但是我的存在却如此真实。
The distance between my soul and me is so remote， but my existence is so real。
每一天结束，也许你是常人中偏执又疯狂的那一个。你急于融入人群，因此又一次变成了随波逐流的群居者。为此你付出的代价，是一种长期的超脱的痛。
At the end of each day， maybe you are the one who is paranoid and crazy in ordinary people。 You are eager to integrate into the crowd， so once again become a social herd。 The price you pay for this is a long， detached pain。
她曾是一个温柔可人的姑娘，但她总是对生活要求太多，她又有什么资格不满足，她的母亲和我尽力满足她的所需，为什么她突然变得如此乖张，如此粗劣，如此刻薄，我们不明白，坦白说，这与我们并无干系，我们是称职的父母，但她以自杀的方式，回报了我们的付出。
She used to be a sweet girl， but she always demanded too much of life， and what qualifications she was not satisfied with， her mother and I tried to meet her needs， why she suddenly became so perverse， so crude， so mean， we do not understand， frankly， it has nothing to do with us， we are competent Parents， but she paid back our efforts by committing suicide。
为了保护我们的思想不受侵害，能够与侵入我们思想使我们日渐沉默的力量抗衡，我们必须学会阅读。以此来激活自身的想象力，去培养属于我们自己的意识和信仰，我们需要这些技能来保卫和维护自己的思想。
We must learn to read in order to protect our minds against the forces that invade our minds and silence us。 In order to activate our imagination and cultivate our own consciousness and beliefs， we need these skills to defend and maintain our thoughts。
我意识到了一件事，我和你不是同一种人。我不该在这里，我的灵魂不在这里。你可以看见我，但我只是一具空洞的躯壳。
I realized one thing。 I am not the same person as you。 I shouldn\'t be here。 My soul is not here。 You can see me， but I am just a hollow body。
你不该在这里，因为我不在这里，你看到的我，不过是个空壳。
You shouldn\'t be here because I\'m not here， you see me， but it\'s just an empty shell。
我们都需要一些东西，使我们从繁琐和现实中解脱，或多或少思考下事情的根源，没人愿意去想，需要多少努力才能脱离，脱离苦海，我们都需要脱离。
We all need something to get us out of the tedious and the real world， to think more or less about the root of things， no one wants to think， how much effort is needed to get us out of the sea of suffering， we all need to get out of it。
这种感觉从未在我的身上如此刻骨地发生过——我的灵魂与我之间距离如此遥远，而我的存在却如此真实。
This feeling has never happened to me so cruelly - my soul is so far away from me， and my existence is so real。
我们都有问题，都要眼下要处理的事情，我们都会晚上把问题带回家，白天带问题去上班。我想这种无助，对于勇气的认知，就像在海上漂流，没有救生衣，没有安全感，突然你恍然大悟，原来是自己，把救生衣扔了。
We all have problems， things we have to deal with right now， and we all take them home at night and take them to work during the day。 I think this helplessness， the awareness of courage， like drifting on the sea， no life jacket， no sense of security， suddenly you suddenly realize that it is yourself， throw away the life jacket。